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jon is someone i like, well used to like, actually more like was completely in love with...used to be. and he loved me too. i dont know how it happend it just sorta clicked with us, i started his school around 2 years ago now, but as soon as i saw him it was...well you get me. i mean we had so much in common and everything was amazing, i started ralking to him in german class, then more and more we where almpost best friends, until he told me he liked me, and i said i liked him back. soo we kept talking anddd you can guess the rest. it was great right until he went out with my best , charlie. she liked him too, and he had always said that between us he would go out with her, you see noone knew me and jon loved eachother, but everyone knew that charlie liked him. alot. soo he sorta had to go out with her, i mean when your best mate likes someone, and they know you know that, then you go out with their man..it isnt too great. but she didnt know about me and jon, so i had to let it go. the only thing was i couldnt. and neither could he. we kept talking and talking, i hate to say it but it was preti much an affair. we where all only 15, so that sound's stupid, but thats what it was. i seemed to totally be entranced by him, he was the most amazing person id ever met. he always told me how much he lvoed me and how great and beautifull i was. i really thought he was great. you know when you get nervous, just when you see them walking into class, or just get restless thinking about them. yeah..that was me.we both used to go to this youth club sorta thing, and in a way it was a secret meeting place. we would all just sit and chill, and thats where my song comes in. jon is an amazing guitarist and i just remember a time when he was strummng this song i duno know why i just cant forget it, and when ever i hear it i always think of him, i always remember his smile, his great jokes, and the way he elways told me he loved me, and i loved him too.

i may as well finish the story though..basically we kissed. once or twice, just after youth club, but it wasnt to last. he told charlie, we had a missive fall out, and dont get me wrong, i felt terrible for what i did to her, but its ok now, where friends and she has a boyfriend that makes her smile like noone else has sooo..and me and jon sorta just..drifted away.

we dont speak much now, but i still see him in class, but we only speak occaisonally...

i just cant look at him though because i know how much will come back, all those memories and feelings, and we both have a boyfriend and girfriend now, and i could never do anything to my curent boyfriend, jordan. he's too amazing and i wouldnt trade anytihng for him, i love him so much and weve been goin out for almost a yeat now :) oh and hes jons best mate soo .

needless to say i still think of jon, and theres always gonna be a place in me that still loves him, but im sorry i cant help it, theres just something about him.

we almost where, but never will be i guess huh jon :)

xx