How to break a heart

Oh god. I don't even know where to begin wit this song. I first started dating this guy after this other guy who happens to be the ONE guy that I just can't seem to give up--let go. So senior year started, I was at a new school and I needed to move on from The One Guy and then it had been two year since I had last seen him in person anyways. Anyways, I got to this new school and developed this huge crazy crush for this new guy. I mean, I was just crazy in love with him and he had actually liked a friend of mine before I revealed to him how I really felt and I guess he started to look at me different. We started dating towards the end of the school year and well I thought we would be together forever. I thought, "Yesssss...finally moving on. This is me. Me. moving on from The One Guy!" Things were so great and he introduced me to underground hip-hop and soul and this song. I remeber when I first heard it (if you've ever heard the song) it pretty much says what it's about in this story-like way. Boy has girlfriend. Things are great. Then boy starts to realize that the love he once felt for his girl are no longer there. So what do you do? How do you tell this person that you've spent all this time with; all your heart with that you just don't feel for them anymore? How do you even begin that sentence?

I remember feeling so sad for this guy in the song. Well little did I know that a year and a half down the road I would be that guy. I can't explain it but I litterally woke up that day in June and didn't feel the same anymore. I realized that the love that I thought I had for this new guy I was dating didn't compare to what I had for The One Guy. I realized that I was only trying to move on because I needed to so badly. I needed to forget about The One Guy. ...and I just couldn't. I was up crying all night wondering how I was going to tell this to this new guy. What do I say?

I don't know but for some reason when I look back on the day I first heard this song I can't help but think how this song was foreshadowing what was to come...

To this day when I hear this song I get so mad and angry at myself. I feel so awful for having to break a heart. But then maybe you have to have your heart broken (as I did with The One Guy) and you have to have broken a heart to one day find your true love???

who knows...